Saturday, November 3, 2007

I'm ok.

I figured after the novel of a blog that I wrote last time, I'd give you all a little update. Don't worry, it will NOT be as long.

Things are still the same with the majority of the situations that I was stressed about in the last blog. There really isn't much that I can do to solve them except wait. For anyone that knows me, that is extremely difficult for me to do. I don't have a choice in the matter, and I realize that, so I'm choosing to focus on other things at the moment. So, blah to all the negative crap that I can't do anything about.

I'm missing Brian like crazy. It sucks. Plain and simple. It's so lonely at night and during the day knowing that he isn't going to be home for another couple of weeks. 18 days to be exact. I'm doing a good job of staying busy though. School has me completely occupied. Any free time that I have, which isn't much, is spent with my dear friends. So, I guess the time is going by as quickly as it is going to. School ends on the 16th for me, and Brian will be back about 5 days later, so that's my light at the end of the tunnel. Just make it through school and spend the next 5 days preparing for Brian to come home and THANKSGIVING!!!!

Speaking of....have I mentioned that I am having the most bomb ass Thanksgiving EVER???????!!!!!!!! We're going to have a full house! It's going to be Ginny, Brent, and Dono Roberts, Sarah, Tim and Justin Cannon, Missy and Adam Donaldson, Sacro, and Brian and I. I'm SOOOO excited!!!! I can't wait to have a bunch of friends over to eat some yummy food and hang out. Yay for holidays!!!!

That's about it. I just felt like reassuring everyone that I'm not still depressed or anxious. I'm ok now. I just got a little overwhelmed and had to get everything out. So, no worries.

Brandon and I are doing great. He is kicking more than ever and I just LOVE it!!! He actually kicked so hard and so much today that it tickled and I couldn't talk because I was so distracted by his kicking. It was great. Everything about this pregnancy has been incredible. I really am so blessed. WE really are so blessed.

Ok, so I'm really going to go now. It's midnight and I need to get this little guy and myself to bed. I have A LOT of homework to do tomorrow. Goodnight world.